Wow how long has it been?

Well howdy!!!! I know I havnt posted anything in a looooong time but I havnt really had much to say and at the same time so much going on. TO much to update on but lets start with today.....Today lily got her big girl furniture.......My baby girl is no longer a baby girl. She now has a twin bed, a 6 drawer dresser and a desk with a hutch.....oh and of course a nightstand. I cant lie and say im ready for this......A lot of the time I still look at her and see her as zaidens size....even though I can have a full blown conversation with her and she understands me and I understand her. It still breaks my heart to think my little first born is getting so big. but I must accept she is.


Taylor and I recently decided that these 2 beautiful angels will be our only beautiful angels. I mean of course if something happened we would deal with it but another wont be planned. It wasnt an easy decision but after everything that we went through with zaiden it just doesnt seem practical to try and have another one. not to mention we like spoiling our babies and being able to give them anything we want.....yes they are spoiled I will admit that lol. I think this is why watching lily get so big is so hard because I know zaiden is right behind her and then I will be done with babies. Thank God my friends are baby making machines so I can always get my baby fix :D


lets see what else has happened.....we took the kids on their first camping trip and it went very well. I love hanging out with my parents.....they are some of my best friends. we are going again for July 4th weekend and I cant wait!!!! When taylor gets back we will be going again......I love camping and it will make it so much better when my hubby is here with us, right where he belongs. I miss him so much and it sucks but we are about half way down.....I think....I would have to check dates lol. anyway I dont really have to much to say cause its been so long but im going to get back into blogging everynight. it helps alot. so that is my story for now. Until tomorrow!